Internship

7th April 2008- My first day of Industrial training. I was excited to start at the same time I was like...."awww mann" i have to work...which means i can't bum around this holidays....haha.. During morning briefing(by the way i start work at 8am!!) , my supervisor Kak Atie introduced me to all my collegues. I was of course "shy" haha...but they are all super friendly...and they are ALL GUYS!!! I should have expected that rite?Working in a plant...won't be seeing much gals around. There are pros and cons about that.
Anyway my first day passed pretty fast because it was mostly about introducing me to all the people I would have to communicate with to get my reports done. Everyone shocked to see a gal Mechanical Engineer...haha..not something new rite??. haha...But on my 2nd day, I was brought to the production plant...just a brief walk through it..And i just couldn't take my eyes off how they assemble the car...From the minor parts to the major parts....awesooooooommmmeee!!! I never imagined it to be this cool!! so much of detail put into everything. I guess that's the price you pay for a Mercedes. But my excitement for the day didnt end there...my boss then took me to ride in a new C200K!! You can say it was freshly baked from the oven...aahhaha..cun lah.
Its been a week here....and its excitement after excitement....and also some moments where i got nothing to do also...but its fun coz everyone here keeps me entertained. And they are ever so willing to explain everything. I'm just glad to be here. I'm sure there's more to come..i will try to update from time to time....Oh oh yesterday after lunch, my cute German boss asked me whether I'm okay....haha...he said im so quiet...can you believe it???hahhaa...have to maintain lar kan?can't be kecohing here the 1st week itself...:P. The one thing i'm looking forward to this weekend is to come to kl....hehe...and also on friday i'll be following my boss to a seminar which he is conducting...haha..so must look pretty!!!hehehe..ok people...till the next blue moon!! ciao!!


p/s: I still haven't had my shower since i got back from work..ewwww...:P

The Best Gift Ever

Aren't they pretty???

The Christmas season is over and the major celebration of ushering the New Year 2008 is also over and now we are back to reality....tests...quizzes....assignments....projects....the usual things we have to go through each semester.

Why am i blogging today??Its because yesterday I received the best gift ever..:). I was suprised by Mark and Daniel(my two favourite juniors)...who are still single by the way and not so available..hahaha..They are the two guys who never fail to make me laugh when i am with them. Its a joy having them around especially when I am able to bully one of them constantly(guess who?)...hmmm....why am i promoting them??

Anyway, they got me this pair of high heels which i tried on some time back in one of the shopping malls which I LOVED..Basically,it is not about how much it cost or what the gift was. BUT it is the best gift because it really touched me about how attentive they are about my likes and dislikes. And how they perfectly planned it and suprised me. I was really amazed...and i had no words to say. All I know that I am thankful to have such wonderful people in my life(its not just coz they gave me something k). I don't know what i would do without this kinda people to spice up my life. All in all I am just glad that i met the both of you.Thank you for everything!!! Love you guys!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Okay...yea i haven't been blogging...haha...been really really really busy. Anyway latest happenings was our awesome Christmas Nite(shock sendiri-ing here!!)...haha.. I think together everyone put a SUPERB show...By God's grace we managed to do all this. All the ups and downs during the preparations, God was indeed there....every step we made, He guided us. Its so amazing!!! Just want to take this opportunity to congratulate the Christmas nite comm...cast and crew and of course the 2ppl who made it possible our beloved musical directors Agnes and Edwin...you guys are the BEST!!! so much fun!!

After that, everyone was excited about getting back home for christmas...skipping all the classes just to get a longer break. Haha!! Some nerds even wanted to come back for monday class and go back again on monday to celebrate christmas. GILER!!! I can't believe that I'm back in uni so early, should be lepaking at home but i'm comforting myself coz i will be goin back for new year.

Christmas Eve was awesome this year...wide spread of food...(suresh u missed it!). I think above all was just the time,we as a family spent. It was so meaningful..something special about it. I think it has been a LONG LONG time since we sat as a family and had a meal. In the midst of the preparation, we managed together and "hang out". I really miss those times...

As for me, I'm back in uni...indeed glad to see phoebs...had lotsa cerita to tell her...haha. I know phoebs weird dream...haha. Anyway hope you all have a BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!!

Disguise

Disguise - Lene Marlin

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies,
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

People appear to be in your life for a reason. They are either the people who give advice to you, people who are just there to listen to you, people who are there to go crazy with you and of course people who are there simply because they love you. In times of trouble or difficulties you fail to see the people who are sincerely there for you and end up hurting them instead. Its only humane because we are so cought up with our problems that we forget to stop and look at what good is around us. Everything happens for a reason. God puts us in different situations so that we learn from it and be a better person. Its not easy....in fact its never easy BUT one day we will be clear why it happened in this way. I'm still working my way through it. There are many questions but its not gonna be questioned anymore. I'm going to take it and put it some place distant from me...some place where I don't have to go to anymore....some place where I don't have to look back and have regrets on. And when I'm done with it, thats when I return to reality.

Letting Go

I've been talking to my piggy friend Lydia in New Zealand...and after pondering about it...i think she is gonna make a superb pyschologist!!! Gosh....u really can relate to me(yea i know u alwiz have)..but im just impressed with how you look at things nowaydays.Told you rite gonna steal your ideas....hehehe...So...here's something i got from her.

Is that what you call love? Not letting go after a relationship has ended only narrows down your definition of love as a feeling to own and possess. It is natural to want to be with the person you love because you want to share every part of your life with that person. But do you still want to share if all you can give now is guilt, frustration, burden, and tears of sadness? You do feel hopeless but you are not hopeless. And you know that. So what if the person you love no longer loves you or never loved you? It does change the way you should express your love, but it doesn’t change how you feel towards that person. So why force yourself not to love that person anymore when you know you can’t do it? As a matter of fact, if you can do it, it is not love to begin with. To love is not a decision that can be made. You said that you would only put that person before you and you would only want that person to be happy. But isn’t your crying and yearning reflects the opposite of that? In the end it’s all about you and what you want, and you hurt the person even more. Start to think once again with your brain and not your heart, and to feel once again with your heart and not your brain.
Love should be selfless and not selfish.
To love someone never means only when that person loves you too.
It means giving the person the freedom to love you in return.
It means having that person feeling happy being loved by you.
It means loving yourself.
And letting go means I love you.

So deep rite?? Yea i think its true but its really difficult to put into practice what a person preaches...:)

Meant to be??

Do you believe that IF things are meant to be, it would automatically fall into place? Sometimes i wonder if there is no God will all of this happen? HE see and hears everything even before we know it. In our everyday life He is there working in small ways which we tend to be ignorant about. Most of the time we take HIM for granted. We only feel that it is HIS will when something good happens to us or if it is according to our plan. What if it happens the other way round? Then would we still accept it as God's will? I believe that we go through trials and temptations because we will learn something from it and hopefully we won't do it again. It only makes us a better and stronger person. Although it is really really hard to say this when we are actually going through the troubles (rite???). Being in university for the past 3years has made me a much much stronger person. Before this i was filled with negativity(all the electrons were in my mind and body..hehe..:P). I used to worry about my future a LOT & to top that up i never thought that anything good would happen to me(pathetic rite??Or more like super -ve!). I used to wonder whether i would get into a reputable university(Well...here i am in UNITEN!), whether i would secure a good job.....whether i would ever find the right guy and get married(*wink wink*)...Haha..you may laugh about the last part but don't deny the fact that you are getting older each year and eventually you would want to settle down with someone you really love and can't live without(awwww...so sweeet)! Im pretty sure somewhere deep down in our not so tiny heart we have that longing or at least we have thought about it(rite phoebs??). It so sounds like i am preaching today...dunno why am i in a preaching mood.Hmmm....but i guess every worry we have. We just have to put it to Him in prayer and be specific(as nina always says!).Because you'll be amazed by being specific and of course by having faith...We will receive. Ask and it shall be given unto you! It may take time....but never deny the power of God!! Patience is a virtue....We may not know why its taking so long for something to happen but He has planned everything according to His perfect timing. AMEN!!

oklah...i got to go....kena pergi class...Will be updating soon...:)

Holidays..

As i lay in bed..tired from the days work...A thought flickers in my mind....A feeling deep within me...Something familiar....something i know......its.....its.....HUNGER!!! So romantic kan the earlier part???hahhaa...sampai the end the potong the romantic-ness je.Haha...I got that message from a friend(told not to reveal names)...i was like...awwww...so sweet..Well anyway i still think its sweet.That's the sweetest message i've received this holidays.So berbangga ye!!

Gonna be one week already since i've been in kuantan.What have i accomplished???Hmmm....hmmmm....hmmmmmm....have to think really hard. I guess i've watched quite a bit of movies...lazeddddd and lazeddddd at home.Online from the CC almost everyday..while waiting for mummy to finish work.Oh oh...i went jogging at Gelora...For people who know me..thats an accomplishment rite??Rite phoebe??Hahahaa...Erm...lets see besides that i bugged my doggy Hercules.The only thing i can look forward to is Phoebs coming to kuantan...YEAY!!!Thursday...will be counting the days....not for anything but have to start cleaning up my house...aduhh...hahaha..Eh eh no no...jangan marah....saje je..wanna kacau u.Haven't planned anything to do yet.Maybe i should just leave her at McD's Teluk Cempedak in the morning and pick her up at nite..hahaha..kejamnye..dun worry will think of something to do kay.
Okay got to go...must fetch mum from work....Will update soon i hope..with more crap...hahaha..Till the next blog....ciaoo people....