why?

Sometimes i wonder why bad things happen to good people?
Why good people go thru a lot of pain and suffering and the bad people continue to have fun and go out with their "perfect" lives?
Why do good people get sick??why??
Why do we have to see them suffer when all this while they haven't done anything that bad???
You may ask who am i to define who is good and who is bad...well im no one to define that but from my point of view, i only see the good people going through a lot.
I guess God is grinding them to be precious gems.
I may never understand why all this things happen but i have to remember and acknowledge the fact that God works in ways we cannot explain and we may not know why now but it is always done to His best interest towards us.
God, grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
the courage to change the things I can;
and the wisdom to know the difference.

Can't WAIT!

Its 2.30am..."my bags are packed and im waiting to go"..haha..macam lagu pulak.i've packed my bags and im waiting...im waiting for the time to pass faster so that i can go homeeeeee....home sweet home...im sitting here and imagining the one week of sleeping,eating home cooked food...lepaking...sleeping..did i mention sleeping??hahaha..okok..i noe im a pig..but i miss sleeping for longggg hours...anyways...im trying my best to bring back as much things so that at the end of the semester i wont have loads of things to angkut.
Past week has been a really malas malas week...only semangated for ramesh class..the rest of the lecturers all malas dy..haha..if they malas then u can imagine the students la rite.Got most of the test one results..pretty satisfactory i guess...can do better la..which means have to study harder..:).Lets see valentines fell on a wednesday this time.Had 2...hmm...shall i call it dates??Oklah..had a superb dinner with a friend,he was my prince charming for the nite...unfortunately JUST for the nite.We had to wait super long for the food...i dunno why..haha..maybe they had to go buy the food from sum other shop and then serve to us...it was cunted thai food.Then balik uni keluar supper with Arvin,Harnesh(the cutie),Devaki,Param,Prem,Prakash,Uthaya and Prabhu...we played pool...had loads of fun..its been a longg long time since i played pool.I had an enjoyable day.Well,Valentines Day is not JUST for lovers but also friends.We begin to truly cherish the times we have together...okayyyy...i think i better go to sleep if not i won't be much company during the journey back to kuantan...Catch u guys after the piggy-ing holidays....c ya!!!

i love you

Haha..did i get ur attention with the topic??Don't get ur hopes up,NO!! im not in love with anyone...at least thats wat i think lar."I love you"..This phrase is usually used to express ur lovey dovey feelings towards someone u really really cherish...be it a family member, a friend or even that special someone. Where is this blog leading to?i don't know.I guess this words actually mean a lot when u say it to ur special someone and it is not something you say for the sake of saying it.Or saying it at the spurr of the moment and regretting it later...So i guess think wisely before u say it...aih...i dun feel like sambunging this now...hopefully some other time...hope its soon...nitez!

Tiring Day

I didn't have much sleep last nite....besides the fact that i slept of while studying dynamics...haha...i think my guilt feeling kept on waking me up and i ended up studying till 6am!!!yeah wow..haha..so much for last minute studying.Anyway it was a cold cold morning,didnt feel like getting out of bed buttttt i had to coz had lab...arghhhh....anyways lab instructor is sweet..haha..gave me full marks for log book...:)(*wink wink*)...bangga :P.Had test...it was errr....dunno...ask phoebs....haha...i refuse to comment on the test.
After that,sat in techflow room craking our heads to finish d MOM assignment,phoebs is the man...after much calculating..she got the answer...(*mexican wave for phoebs*)...ahhahaha...Then had Dr.Ramesh class, he was speeding like a bullet train...i dunno why also.And when he said "ok class,i'll stop here"..everyone started packing and just didnt listen to wat he had to say...kesian him.Then came back to the apartment and tidur like a piggy...haha...Lucky phoebs woke me up coz i had to go cheer lead for my team "Sao Paolo"...:P...missed the first goal they scored :(.They beat their opponents by 3-1,it was a good match!Congrats to co-capt Mr.Gary..hehe..and not forgetting the number 87 dude who scored the moment he substituted another dude...cekap cekap..hehe...
Lepas tu, we took a walk back to murni in the RAIN! got wet nicely...hope i don't fall sick..anyways i think im gonna sleep early....nice weather...nitez people!!

What A Friend We Have In Jesus

I just attended a funeral today...I guess its been a long time since I did.During this time people would try to recollect memories with the person who passed on.And try their best to remember those times.We say good things and appreciate the live of the loved one.We will mourn for their passing and they would be rejoicing with the Lord.Death does not see age or gender,when our time is up...its up...So,cherish every moment we have with the ones dearest to us.
At the service,they sang this song..and I realized how meaningful the words are...its a nice song.

What a friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry,
Everything to God in prayer,
O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry,
Everything to God in prayer

Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble any where?
We should never be discouraged,
Take it To the Lord in prayer,
Can we find a friend so faithful,
Who will all our sorrows share,
Jesus knows our every weakness,
Take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy laden?
Cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Saviour still our refuge,
Take it to the Lord in prayer,
Do thy friends despise,forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In His arms He'll take and sheild thee,
Thou wilt find a solace there.

....hmmm.....

I just went through phoebs blog yest and i realized i havent checked or updated mine in ages...It has been 3months...haha...too busy with "stuff" i guess...
Anyway this pass few days i have been wondering,why people bother getting into arguments...why people bother being in a group...why even bother about the next person??Haha..tht sounds so un-christian huh?But then again,who am i to judge another person...Im not God and i'm no better than the person next to me.Life is to short to be worried about this minor things.I guess sometimes we dwell so much in ourselves that we fail to see that there's a bigger world out there.We get so comfortable in being with a particular group of people than when things go wrong,we are lost.Why?Why do we let ourselves get into this sorta situations?Questions which different people would have different answers to.
Like now..why am i crapping like this also i don't know..haha.I guess the bottom line is, when things are not going rite..and we are upset and burdened with worries we only have God to fall on to.Only He knows whats best for us.Only He can comfort us and make us feel better.
I was going through my collection of quotes and I thought this is really really true....so here goes.."Some people come into our lives and quickly go.Others stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never ever the same."....
Okaylah..got to do some studying two more tests to go before the chinese new year break..hopefully i'll update my blog soon...hehe..ciao!!